Friday, September 09, 2005

kung kelan kapus na sa oras
saka ko lang naisipan na bisitahin
ulit tong blog ko.

kase naman,
nagtka-blog na din ang friendster
nawala na tuloy ang artistic blogs
na ginagawa ng karamihan
sating mga bloggers.

tuwing magchechek tuloy ako
ng email.
puro nalng _____ has updated her friendster blog.
mejo lang,
napupuno inbox ko sa inyo ha.
hmmmp!!

sana meron na ding ganung itong blogspot
para naman marami makaalam
na may blog din ako.
si dianne nga lumipat na din
ng blog.
hay naku... wala na tuloy
ako gana magpalit ng skin.

bka kumipat na din ako
sa xanga, mas madali dw kysa sa blogspot eh.
ah bsta, ipagpapatuloy ko ito.

blogging-on again,
teffy.

*The Writing From The Girl*
8:10 PM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

I just a lost a very large part of my life...

Yesterday, i wasn't that disturbed about it, but when i woke up this morning, all i could think of was, "Oh my God, I wouldn't be able to see hi face again, or hold his hand and feel his embrace.." I couldn't stand up, I just wanted to get back to sleep and act as if it was all a dream. But it's not a dream, it's all real. I know we have through this for the nth time now but somehow, this one feels different... this time, it's all over and there's a 0% chance of us getting back together again.

It's funny how one minute you were all happy and all, the next minute, it's all over. He really meant a lot to me. Even if i don't express it all that much, he was everything I could've hoped for...

After crying for half the day and eating ice cream to lighten up my mood, i still wasn't contented.

Here's what i did to completely erase him out of my system:

1. I stopped playing gunbound
2. I edited my friendster account
3. I changed my number
4. and now i'm writing in my blog

Up until now i'm not sure if i want to completely erase him out f my life or keep all the good memories we had. He was more than just a bf to me, he was my best friend, my companion, my bodyguard, my kuya and my bhebhe...

I know in time i'll be ok, but till then, I'll jut let the wounds heal for themseles, i'm ging t cry whenever i want to, and i'm gonna breakdown if i have to.

I'm sorry for being such a selfish jerk, sorry for not making you feel how much i love you and i'm sorry for not being the gf that i was supposed to be. if only i could turn back time, i wouldn't have done what i did yesterday, if i knew it meant losing you today... Everything happens for a reason right? Maybe God has a plan for us...

Thursday, April 28, 2005

I'm a GB addict!! GB as in GunBound.. it's an online game wherein you eliminate your enemies by shooting them. It's not that bad once you get to play it. It's quite fun actually and besides that, it's also educational since you're not just gonna point at your enemy and shoot, you need to estimate the angle of your gun and keep in mind the weight of your ammo because the wind always changes. It's actually hard to get the hang of it but practice makes perfect.. you don't have to calculate the range of your shot by using the physics formula you learned in high school! hihihi! Besides that, para din cyang friendster, madami ka ma-mimeet na friends!! :) Try niyo, it's really fun!

*The Writing From The Girl*
9:13 PM